Saturday, 29 October 2011

What i regret from the breakup

This memory appeared out of the blue. But i started to get angry at myself for agreeing to one last hug as he dropped me off. I regret not having the dignity to say 'no'. I'm not even sure now what is the right thing to do. On one hand, that last hug gave me cloaure not to see him again but a part of me wishes that i had refused to give in to his request. Give him a taste of not getting what he wants.

Nobody gave us guidelines on how to break up. No one said what should or shouldn't happen. Whether to cry, shout or laugh. There really are no rules. Its only in retrospect that i regret giving him a last goodbye hug. He doesn't deserve me if he doesn't want to be with me. I should't even have any physical contact with him after we had broke up. Yet, i can't be certain that i would do it differently if i had to go through it again.

What do u think about last goodbye hugs ?
Yes or no?

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